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The clouds passing by - The Fear for too much

Writer: J Jayanthi Chandran
J Jayanthi Chandran
May 18
5 min read

No one called it a condition.They called it procedure.They called it stability.They called it clarity.

Pradeep never used emotions. He used files, signatures, departmental language. He said her contribution was valued. In the same sentence, he explained that restructuring had become necessary. There was appreciation. There was no place left for her.

The resignation did not arrive as an order.It arrived as a choice.

The choice was described as rest.The rest was described as maturity.

The language remained gentle.The decision remained brutal.

Maha understood then that collapse never enters a life in a single day. First the explanation changes. Then trust. Then support. Then authority. In the end, only the signature remains.

She held the pen.

The page had already been written long before her hand touched it.

“Maha,” Vikram asked quietly, “what do you actually think about prostitutes?”

She looked at him without answering immediately.

“I have never met one,” she said at last. “Not really. I only know what films show us. Or what angry wives call another woman when a family begins to crack.”

The room remained still.

“But I once read something,” she continued. “In certain worlds, especially among the wealthy, desperation becomes organised. A middle-class woman loses her family, or faces a medical emergency, and suddenly someone introduces her to luxury hotels, private rooms, controlled arrangements. Nobody calls it violence. Nobody calls it survival. They call it sophistication.”

Vikram listened without interruption.

“They say there are rules,” Maha said. “No attachment. No settling with one man. Everything managed by invisible people standing behind curtains. Some men enter those places for pleasure. Some for power. Some because emptiness becomes a habit.”

She smiled faintly, without warmth.

“A woman in an ordinary family saves ten rupees at a time to buy a chair or a dress. Another system can manufacture comfort within a month. Like a production line. Like a machine.”

“And what do you think of it?” he asked.

“I think every structure leaves scars somewhere.”

The fan turned slowly above them.

“Sometimes the woman is blamed. Sometimes the family is blamed. Sometimes nobody is blamed because everybody profits quietly.”

Vikram leaned back.

“You speak as though society is divided into hidden departments.”

“Maybe it is.”

Outside, the city moved with its usual confidence. Cars crossed wet roads. Tea stalls filled with exhausted men. Apartment lights flickered like distant signals from separate lives.

Inside the room, the conversation became darker.

“In some workplaces,” Vikram said carefully, “certain women are humiliated publicly before patients, clients, juniors… almost as if humiliation itself is part of the system.”

Maha’s eyes hardened.

“No,” she replied. “Not humiliation. Control. Educated people know how to destroy dignity politely. They speak the language of liberation while draining another person completely.”

“You sound angry.”

“I sound observant.”

Silence settled again.

Then she laughed softly.

“Everyone wants a queen bee,” she murmured. “And beside every queen bee, there is always someone trained to crawl.”

Vikram looked at her carefully.

“What are you searching for, Maha?”

The question lingered between them.

“When I needed kindness,” she said slowly, “nobody arrived with even a cup of tea. Not family. Not society. Not faith. People only come later, after the damage, to explain morality.”

Her voice did not break. That made it worse.

“Then what will you do?” Vikram asked.

“Nothing dramatic.”

“That is not an answer.”

Maha turned toward the window.

“Identity,” she said quietly, “is larger than desire, larger than rebellion, larger than ideology. Families were created to protect that identity. Discipline was created to preserve it. But somewhere along the way, people began turning human lives into performances.”

She paused.

“This is not a stage where broken people are manufactured for entertainment.”

The rain started outside.

“We can heal without destroying someone else,” she said. “We can survive without turning another person into a patient.”

Vikram said nothing.

For the first time that evening, the room felt honest.

See, Vikram,” Maha said quietly, “sex should never become a weapon of control. The moment it is used to dominate, manipulate, or govern another person’s life, it becomes worse than prostitution itself.”

Vikram remained silent.

“We should not build an entire identity around it,” she continued. “Not careers, not families, not social power. A person cannot run ahead in life using only attraction while abandoning discipline, work, or character.”

The rain touched the glass behind her.

“Sex is not meant to become a twenty-four-hour medicine for emptiness. It is not supposed to control every relationship inside a family. Some people shape their bodies, their behaviour, even their morality only to secure opportunities through desire. That kind of dependence destroys both dignity and freedom.”

She folded her arms slowly.

“A lifestyle cannot survive forever on seduction alone. Desire changes. Beauty changes. Power changes. Then what remains?”

Vikram watched her carefully.

“For me,” Maha said, “sex is like water. Necessary. Human. Natural. Not shameful. But water was never created to drown people or keep them thirsty under someone else’s control.”

The room grew still.

“It is part of life,” she said softly, “not the entire foundation of life. Affection, loyalty, thought, work, compassion, responsibility — these must stand beside it. Otherwise, society becomes a marketplace where every emotion is traded.”

Don't talk ill about prostitutes, they do tasks all left.

Good choreography?

They do service well when given life who were used to an extent,

They know how to drive well to take control, they are more educated now than a housewife,

They will have a complete chain for each task department, and you will be in control of that system



“And love?” Vikram asked.

Maha smiled faintly.

“Love without control,” she replied. “Otherwise, it is only dependency wearing perfume.” In short,

What seduction material can't give. Have

you ever felt that moment lost and diverted, like that chandelier dream

Chandler is not age-oriented


Maha, they force more situations, making you age without experiences, just shut down and live. They are pouring chemicals to ripen the fruit.


Love is odour, but it needs shape and form by deeds, whose idea is most important.

sex should not be used for control; it is worse than prostitution. Family control through it is worse than all. We should not earn, learn, be first in the track, using only sex. Sex is first aid, not 24x7x7 medicine for the sober. We should not take control of all family members through sex and building a body for that being lazy for that opportunity, sex is not a constant key for lifestyle upgrade, and finally, sex is water, the elixir of life for all deserved to all.

 
 
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